Heads up . . .

I can feel myself starting to fall apart. My Eli turns 6 in two days, Blakey turned 4 last month and my baby turns 1 in three weeks. 1? What am I supposed to do with that? I don't want him to be 1. Then he will be 2, then 3, then 4. Pretty soon he won't want to give me kisses or hold my hand or sit on my lap. I need him to stay my baby forever - since Ben is pretty determined that he is the last baby we will have around here.